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The Farmer Goes to Bed

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A winery production facility featuring stainless steel fermentation tanks, a processing machine, and bins filled with crushed grapes, set in a clean, organized space.

My music studio is twenty-six steps above ground level. Yesterday, before leading worship for two services at church, I had to pack my equipment and haul it down those steps. My keyboard alone weighs over a hundred pounds, which makes twenty-six a number you develop a personal relationship with.

After the services, everything had to be packed again, loaded into the truck, driven home, and carried back up to the studio. Those same twenty-six steps were still there, waiting for me like a faithful dog.

After a quick piece of toast, in what felt like a complete violation of the Sabbath, I rushed to the winery. My son and I pressed and transferred nearly three thousand gallons of wine. Three thousand gallons is considerably easier to report than to move.

By the time I came inside at ten last night, I was exhausted and needed a shower. Selena was finishing her own day of canning. We finally went to bed around eleven.

Lying there, I could feel my body throbbing with the beat of my heart, right in the middle of all the aches and pains. The workday was over, but my body was still delivering its report.

This morning, I woke up feeling about eighty-five percent recovered.

Something had happened during those hours that another round of effort could not have accomplished. I had stopped hauling, lifting, pressing, and transferring. I had gone to sleep. And I woke with much of my strength restored.

I did not have to supervise it.

There is a small parable in Mark’s Gospel that feels particularly close to the ground this morning. Jesus describes a man scattering seed. Night comes, and the man sleeps. Morning comes, and he gets up. Meanwhile, the seed sprouts and grows.

“Night and day, whether he sleeps or gets up, the seed sprouts and grows, though he does not know how.”

—Mark 4:27, NIV

The farmer has work to do. He plants, and when the grain is ready, he harvests. Between those acts, growth happens beyond his understanding and control.

Jesus is describing the kingdom of God. Our effort has a place within something much larger than anything we can accomplish. The farmer participates faithfully, and the life unfolding in his field continues while he sleeps.

Some of us would like a daily progress report from the seed.

Physical work has a certain clarity. Yesterday’s equipment eventually made it back into the studio. The wine was pressed and transferred. I could point to what had been done, and my body supplied supporting documentation.

Other kinds of work are harder to set down.

A conversation can follow us home long after the words have ended. Concern for someone we love can occupy every unclaimed moment. We can carry a problem to bed and pick it up again at three in the morning. By breakfast, we have worked another shift, although very little has benefited from our attendance.

I wonder how often I treat that continued mental labor as evidence that I care. As though setting a concern down for the night might amount to abandoning the person or responsibility attached to it.

Where have I started treating worry as part of my job description?

There are things that require my attention. Promises to keep. Difficult conversations to enter honestly. Work to finish, mistakes to acknowledge, changes to make. I want to give those things the care they deserve.

I also want to recognize where my part ends.

Trust takes time to grow. People need room to consider what they have heard. An apology can be offered sincerely while the work of repair continues slowly. We may contribute to something whose full shape we will never get to see.

That leaves room for humility. It leaves room for God.

Sleep makes this impossible to keep theoretical. Every night, I reach the limits of what I can keep doing. I have to lie down and receive something I cannot produce through another hour of effort. The day may still contain unfinished work. My understanding may be incomplete. A question may remain unanswered when I turn out the light.

I am learning to ask what faithfulness requires of me today, and to let that be a question I can actually answer. There is usually something within reach: a task, a conversation, a small act of care. I can give myself to it and ask God to use it.

Then, when it is time to rest, I can receive that gift without requiring everything to be finished first.

Last night, I went to bed aching. This morning, I woke with strength I could not have recovered by carrying one more thing.

The farmer goes to bed. There is still life at work.

Until next time,

George

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Before the Stone Moved

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A person with a backpack stands in front of an ancient stone structure, taking a photo of a cave-like entrance surrounded by rocks and greenery.

A rock-cut burial cave at Horvat Midras in Israel. Although not the tomb of Lazarus, it illustrates the kind of burial setting described in John 11. Photo by Bukvoed, via Wikimedia Commons, licensed under CC BY 4.0.

The community center was packed.

My neighbors, Jim and Debbie, had asked me to share a few thoughts at the celebration of life for their son, Chris. The room was filled with people who had known and loved him as a son, brother, father, companion and friend.

His death was the loss that brought us together.

As I prepared my remarks, I kept returning to the danger of allowing the way a life ends to fill our whole field of vision. We revisit the final chapter, trying to understand what happened and wishing something could have been different.

But there was a whole life before this loss.

There was Chris.

Grief has a way of drawing our attention toward the end of a story. Love remembers the whole story.

Remembering someone fully does not require us to ignore the difficult parts. Love can bear the truth about a person and continue loving them. We do not have to settle every question before we can speak someone’s name with affection, remember what was good or remain grateful that they were here.

Afterward, during the meal, several conversations made it clear that something in those thoughts had resonated. I do not know what other losses people carried into the community center. We had not gathered to compare sorrows or turn Chris’s death into a lesson about ourselves. We were there to remember Chris.

Still, a loss of that magnitude reaches places in people that ordinary conversation seldom touches.

By adulthood, nearly everyone has stood before something that cannot be undone. A person dies. A marriage ends. A diagnosis divides life into before and after. A future we expected quietly disappears.

These losses are not equal, and it would be dishonest to treat them as though they were. But many of them leave us asking a similar question:

What are we supposed to do with something we cannot fix?

A difficult loss can arrive carrying more than sorrow. It brings questions, regret and an almost irresistible need to return to what happened. The mind revisits conversations, choices and ordinary days, searching for the place where a different word or action might have produced a different ending.

Grief can become a relentless investigator.

Some regrets reveal something true and deserve our honesty. But hindsight can also put us on trial using evidence we acquired only after the loss.

Love is not omniscience. Caring deeply for someone does not give us the power to foresee or prevent everything that may happen to them.

At the service, I spoke about Jesus and Lazarus.

The Gospel of John tells us that Lazarus had died. By the time Jesus arrived in Bethany, he had been in the tomb four days.

Both of Lazarus’s sisters met Jesus with the same painful sentence. Martha said it first. Later, Mary came to him, fell at his feet and spoke the same words: “Lord, if you had been here, my brother would not have died.”

Jesus saw Mary weeping. He saw the people who had come with her weeping. John tells us that he was deeply moved and troubled.

“Where have you laid him?” Jesus asked.

Then Jesus wept.

He knew what he was about to do. The stone would move, and Lazarus would walk out. Jesus knew the end of that story before anyone else standing there did.

His own death was also drawing near. In fact, John moves from Lazarus leaving the tomb to the religious leaders making plans to put Jesus to death. Jesus was approaching suffering of his own, yet he did not step around the sorrow of his friends to attend only to what awaited him.

He entered their grief.

Jesus did not use what he knew about the future to diminish what Mary and Martha were experiencing in the present. He did not correct their tears with a theological explanation or call them toward a response that looked more faithful.

Jesus wept before the stone moved.

We are often less patient with grief. We offer explanations, search for lessons and reach for words that might make an unbearable thing feel manageable.

Usually, we mean well. Silence makes us uncomfortable, and another person’s pain reminds us how little control any of us actually has.

But some stones do not move.

The person remains gone. The relationship does not return to what it was. The medical report does not change. The apology never comes. No sentence can reverse those things.

Faith does not require us to pretend otherwise. Jesus knew resurrection was coming, and still he permitted sorrow to be sorrow. His tears did not reveal a shortage of faith. They revealed the depth of his love.

Maybe coping begins with that same permission. We can miss someone without a deadline, speak their name, admit that the loss still hurts and receive a good day without feeling that we have betrayed what was taken from us.

No one in the community center resolved the grief surrounding Chris’s death. People did something more human. They entered it. They spoke his name, remembered his whole story and stood beside those who loved him.

Jesus knew the stone would move. He still stood before it and wept.

Most of us will never be able to move another person’s stone.

But we can stay beside them before it.

Until next time,

George

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The Second Storm

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At 5:20 this morning, two raccoons began fighting beneath my open bedroom window.

I had planned to sleep in.

The night before, I had stayed up later than usual, comforted by the thought that morning would allow me to remain curled beneath the warm blankets for a little longer. There were no alarms demanding an early start and no reason to exchange the warmth of the bed for the cool air coming through the window.

At least, that had been the plan.

The night had already awakened me once.

All day yesterday, we had been expecting a storm. The forecast included wind, rain and the possibility of hail, so earlier in the day I moved all our vehicles beneath cover.

The storm waited until approximately 1:30 in the morning to make its entrance.

Lightning did not seem to come from any single direction. It flashed from every corner of the sky, with each second appearing to belong to another burst of light. Thunder followed. The wind moved through the trees and pressed against the house.

It was quite a spectacle.

Yet the storm brought no rain and none of the expected hail. It filled the sky with light and the night with noise, then passed without damaging anything.

Eventually, the lightning moved farther away, the thunder softened and I returned to sleep.

Then came 5:20.

The sound beneath my window was not thunder. It was hissing, snarling and the unmistakable disturbance of gravel. Two raccoons had chosen the landing at the end of our driveway as the site of what appeared to be an important territorial disagreement.

There is plenty of room around our place.

Of all the available Montana, both raccoons apparently wanted the same few square feet.

I lay there listening and wondering why either one cared so much about that particular patch of gravel. One could have moved several yards in any direction and found more unoccupied space than it could possibly use. Territorial jostling seemed unnecessary when there was so little territory worth defending and so much territory available.

I understand that raccoons are simply raccoons. They do not attend conflict-resolution seminars, submit themselves to pastoral counseling or pause to consider whether a disagreement is worth disturbing someone’s sleep.

Still, as I listened to them fight, my thoughts returned to the message I had preached the previous morning.

Judges 11 tells the story of Jephthah, a rejected man who became a mighty warrior. When the Ammonites threatened Israel, the people who had once driven him away invited him home because they needed someone who knew how to fight.

Jephthah defeated the enemy beyond Israel’s borders, but he carried another enemy home. His wounds, his need to secure what had once been denied to him and his mistaken belief that God’s favor could be negotiated through a bargain all followed him through his own front door.

His daughter paid the cost.

That was the warning of the message: we can win the battle everyone sees while losing the one that matters most. The enemy outside us may be defeated while the fear, grievance or false belief within us remains fully armed.

The raccoons made me think even more about the message our church will hear six mornings from now.

Judges 12 begins immediately after Israel’s victory over Ammon. The external threat has passed, but peace does not follow. The men of Ephraim arrive with a grievance. They accuse Jephthah of failing to include them in the battle and threaten to burn his house down over him.

The complaint was not entirely new. Earlier in Judges, Ephraim brought a similar grievance to Gideon. Gideon answered carefully, honored them and allowed their anger to subside.

Jephthah was not Gideon.

He responded with accusation and force. Words became weapons, resentment became warfare and Israelites began killing other Israelites. By the end of the conflict, forty-two thousand men of Ephraim were dead.

The same kind of complaint produced two very different endings.

The difference was not merely what was said. The difference was what those words encountered inside the person who heard them.

A humble answer found a way toward peace.

An old wound found another war.

With a little encouragement from Selena’s flashlight, the raccoons disappeared into the darkness and the gravel beneath my window grew quiet. But I remained awake, thinking about the two storms that had interrupted the night.

The first came from the sky. It announced itself in the forecast and illuminated the horizon when it arrived. We could not prevent the lightning or silence the thunder.

The second began much closer to the ground.

We are generally better at recognizing dangers on the horizon than the pressure gathering within us. Those storms seldom appear on radar.

They gather around an insult we keep rehearsing, a place we believe must be defended, an old rejection we have never surrendered or a fear that convinces us another person’s presence threatens our own. They may begin quietly, but once released, other people are forced to live beneath them.

Not every conflict is caused by a lack of room.

Sometimes there is plenty of room, but something within us has decided there cannot be room for both of us.

Peace requires more than the absence of opposition. It requires the humility to believe that another person does not have to lose for us to have a place. It asks us to surrender the need to make new people pay old debts and to let God heal the wounds that otherwise turn every disagreement into another battlefield.

At 5:20 this morning, I found myself asking a harder question:

Have I given the people nearest to me any reason to brace themselves for storms I have refused to surrender?

The world will send enough weather across their lives.

By the grace of God, I do not need to add my own.

Until next time,

George

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The Boyz in the Boat

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The Boyz above Flathead Lake after climbing Wild Horse Island

A special group of men has been part of my life since we were barely old enough to call ourselves men.

We met during our freshman year of college. We had little money, limited wisdom and no idea where our lives would eventually take us. We knew one another before careers, marriages, children, grandchildren and all the other responsibilities that gradually attach themselves to a person’s name.

The year was 1985.

Nearly everything around us has changed since then, but the bond we share today is no less real than it was when we first became friends. Time has added years to our faces and history to our conversations, but it has not taken away the ease of being together.

There is something rare about spending time with people who knew you before you became whoever the rest of the world believes you to be.

We recently converged on Polson, Montana, for a retreat with the Boyz. We rented a large house on the southern shore of Flathead Lake. The accommodations were more than adequate, but the real attraction was beyond the windows. The yard ended at the water, where a dock waited for the pontoon boat we had rented.

At least, that had been the plan.

The first afternoon brought wind—the kind that makes the surface of a lake look angry. Waves of three and four feet rolled across the water, removing any temptation to pretend enthusiasm was the same thing as sound judgment. The rental boat remained safely tied to the marina dock, and our dock at the house remained empty.

The following morning, the wind was joined by an all-day rain. It was not the passing kind that briefly darkens the sky and then moves along. It settled over the lake, soaked the lawn and kept us inside.

So we talked.

Cards were shuffled, dealt, gathered and shuffled again. Old stories surfaced and were corrected by the other eyewitnesses. Events that one person remembered with absolute confidence were amended by six people who remembered them differently. We caught up on the parts of life that do not fit easily into occasional telephone calls or group messages. We laughed at things that would have required far too much explanation for anyone else to understand.

The weather had kept us from doing what we planned, but it had not kept us from what we had come to do.

We had come to be together.

The next morning arrived with no rain, a light breeze and noticeably improved dispositions. We drove the five minutes to the marina and boarded the pontoon.

Before we left, the attendant showed us a map of the lake and pointed out areas where shallow water, rocks and submerged obstructions required particular attention. Repairs resulting from shallow water that has not been properly respected can add up quickly.

Unfortunately, I have some experience with that equation.

The lake was still unsettled enough that we decided against immediately crossing its open water. Instead, we turned into the Flathead River and headed downstream toward the Séliš Ksanka Ql̓ispé Dam, formerly known as Kerr Dam, roughly four or five miles away.

Several hundred yards into the river, nearly everyone decided to jump overboard for a swim.

Everyone except me.

I do not particularly enjoy getting wet, and with other boats moving along the river, someone needed to remain aboard and maintain control of the vessel. I was willing to make that sacrifice.

Once everyone had climbed back aboard, we continued toward the dam. We were not in a hurry. Familiar music from our college years played through the speakers, and the conversation moved easily between the present and a time when those songs had been new.

Before long, we reached the first shallow area the attendant had marked on the map. The channel narrowed, and the color and texture of the water began to change. Whatever waited beneath the surface could not always be seen clearly from the helm.

Without being asked, the Boyz moved into position.

Several stood along the port side while others watched from starboard. They leaned over the rails, studied the water and called out what they saw. One warned me away from a shallow patch. Another identified the deeper channel. Someone else watched behind us to make certain the stern and motor cleared what we had already passed.

I remained at the controls, but I was not navigating alone.

We made it through without touching anything expensive and continued toward the dam. Once we arrived, we stayed for a while with no particular agenda. We floated, listened to music, looked at the surrounding hills and enjoyed having nowhere else we needed to be.

Later, we began searching for a rope swing we had been told was somewhere along the river. After a little looking—and more assistance from the men stationed along both sides of the boat—we found it.

A couple of our crew members decided to try it. Unfortunately, the length of the rope had not been calculated with their equally long frames in mind. Their feet entered the water well before the swing reached the point at which they might have risen gracefully into the air, stealing most of their momentum and nearly all the elegance from the attempt.

They plowed into the river rather than soaring above it.

The rest of us offered the “encouragement” close friends are uniquely qualified to provide.

We eventually pulled onto shore for lunch, and the men along the rails once again watched the depth and guided the boat safely in and out. By then, the arrangement had become almost instinctive. Whenever the water became uncertain, everyone found a place from which he could see and offered what he knew.

After lunch, we decided to make the longer journey to Wild Horse Island.

The ride gave us time to appreciate the scale of Flathead Lake and the mountains rising around it. When we reached the island, we began searching for a place to go ashore. The first landing appeared inviting from a distance, but as we approached, submerged pylons and deadfall began appearing beneath the surface.

It looked like a minefield.

There may have been a safe route through it, but finding that route would have required risking the boat to prove it existed. We turned around.

That decision did not diminish the day. It simply preserved our ability to continue it.

We followed the island’s shoreline until we found a designated landing site and a trail climbing toward higher ground. We had come prepared for a day on the water, not a hike. None of us had brought water, and Rod’s only footwear was a pair of rubber slides better suited to crossing a pontoon deck than climbing Wild Horse Island. It was not an impressive display of preparation, but the opportunity to climb together again was too difficult to resist.

So we began climbing.

The trail rose away from the lake through dry grass and scattered ponderosa pines. As we gained elevation, the water widened beneath us and the mountains appeared beyond it. The climb awakened memories of the times several of us had hiked and hunted together years before, when steep trails had required considerably less discussion.

Eventually, we stood together above the lake, no longer the young men who had first become friends but still recognizably the same group. The photograph from the summit shows seven men standing side by side, some holding walking sticks acquired along the way. It records where we were that afternoon.

Looking at it later, however, I realized that the image that best explains our friendship was never photographed.

It happened earlier, when the channel narrowed and six men moved toward the rails.

From the helm, I could see ahead, but not everything. The boat itself obscured hazards close to the hull, and glare concealed what waited beneath the surface. The Boyz could see the water from angles I could not, so they leaned over the sides and called out what they saw.

A little to port.

Stay right.

There is something beneath us.

The channel is clear ahead.

The wheel and the clearest view were not always in the same place.

There is something important in that distinction. Being responsible for a decision does not mean we possess all the wisdom needed to make it. The best friends understand this. They do not grab the wheel or demand control. They move to where they can see, tell us the truth about what is there and trust us to steer.

For most of my life, I thought enduring friendship was built primarily by looking back—remembering old stories, familiar songs and younger versions of ourselves. Those things matter. But perhaps friendship endures because it also looks ahead.

The summit photograph is the picture we will keep.

The image I will remember is six friends leaning over the rails.

They were not looking at me.

They were looking where I could not.

Come to think of it, we have been doing that for one another since 1985.

Until next time,

George

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The Things We Say To Rocks

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Yesterday I found myself talking to rocks.

They did not answer, which was probably best. They had already made their position clear.

My friends Terry and Nancy joined me for a trip into the Beartooth Mountains. We drove through Red Lodge and began climbing the Beartooth Highway, a road that seems determined to demonstrate just how quickly the ordinary world can fall away.

They had never been over Beartooth Pass before.

The highway rose through a series of sweeping switchbacks, each turn revealing more of the country below us. Red Lodge grew smaller. The tree line thinned. Mountain lakes appeared in bowls of stone, and patches of snow remained tucked against the slopes even in summer.

Near the summit, at nearly eleven thousand feet, the landscape became broad and spare. Rock, sky and distance seemed to be the only things left.

Terry and Nancy were in awe.

I understood why. The Beartooth does not simply give you something beautiful to look at. It alters your sense of scale. The mountains make our concerns seem smaller without making them unimportant.

Eventually, we turned onto the Morrison Jeep Trail.

The pavement disappeared, and the mountain began asking different questions.

The trail narrowed. Rocks appeared in the road, then larger rocks, then collections of rocks that seemed to have gathered specifically to discuss whether the Bronco should be allowed to pass.

The Bronco performed beautifully. Its G.O.A.T. modes adjusted the vehicle to the terrain, but no setting could choose the line for me. That still required judgment.

At the more difficult places, Terry would get out and walk ahead. From outside the vehicle, he could see what I could not: the position of the tires, the height of an obstacle and the distance between a rock and the fender.

I would ease forward while watching him and listening to his directions.

At one point, we came to a steep descent. I was confident the Bronco could make it down. I was far less confident it could make it back up.

That difference settled the question.

Because we had Sadie and Chewy (Terry and Nancy’s dog) with us, I did not have all of my recovery gear with me. A blowout or mechanical failure could leave the three of us stranded without reliable cell service and roughly forty miles of mountain road from dependable help. This was also grizzly country, which made the prospect of an unplanned night in the wilderness considerably less appealing.

None of that meant something would go wrong. It changed what going wrong could cost.

So we turned around.

There are places where courage means proceeding. There are others where wisdom means refusing to let confidence make a promise preparation cannot keep.

Later, while easing past another obstacle with my head out the window, I heard myself addressing it directly.

“You’re a very bad rock. You’re bad, bad, bad. Stay away from my fenders.”

It was ridiculous.

It also helped.

We often speak directly to the adversaries in our lives. Perhaps we are trying to keep them at bay. Perhaps we need to hear ourselves say that they are not as large as they first appeared.

Naming an obstacle changes our relationship with it. What had been an undefined threat becomes something specific—something that can be examined, approached and perhaps crossed.

My voice was not the only one I needed that day. Mine supplied courage; Terry’s supplied perspective.

I needed both.

Some difficulties require us to answer the fear within us. Others require us to listen to someone standing where we cannot. Often, the same difficulty requires both.

Terry did not move the rocks. He simply helped me see the next wheel placement.

Perhaps faith works much the same way.

Faith does not deny the obstruction, confuse confidence with preparation or mistake uninterrupted forward motion for courage. It looks honestly at the terrain, listens to voices beyond its own and chooses the next wise movement.

Sometimes that movement is forward. Sometimes it leads back the way we came.

Faithfulness is not measured by direction. It is found in the willingness to trust wisdom, wherever it points.

That day, wisdom pointed forward more than once.

Once, it pointed home.

Until next time,

George

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The Miles Ahead

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I am sitting at Les Schwab replacing tires that have not yet failed.

There are still many miles left in them. The question is whether they are the right miles for what lies ahead.

Soon I will begin a twelve-week grape-hauling season. Long days, heavy loads and changing road conditions will ask more of these tires than an ordinary trip across town. So I am replacing them early—not because they cannot carry me through today, but because I am responsible for where they must carry me tomorrow.

If I judged the tires only by today’s demands, replacing them might seem unnecessary. They brought me to the shop. They could probably take me home again. Nothing about them demands immediate attention.

The coming season does.

We tend to think of maintenance as repairing something that has broken. A warning light appears, a belt begins to squeal or a tire goes flat, and we respond. By then, however, maintenance has given way to an emergency.

Proper maintenance usually happens earlier and receives very little attention. No one sees the breakdown that never occurred. No one knows about the dangerous moment that was avoided or the delivery that arrived on time because someone acted before action became urgent.

Neglect is equally quiet.

It rarely announces itself with a catastrophe. More often, it whispers, “You can get a little more out of this.”

And sometimes we can.

One more trip. One more week. One more season.

Each time nothing goes wrong, postponement begins to feel like wisdom. We congratulate ourselves for extracting a little more value from something, never considering that we may be spending the margin we will need later.

Tires that perform adequately on a warm afternoon may tell a different story on a wet highway under a heavy load. The weakness was already present. The difficult conditions merely revealed it.

Life works that way too.

We often measure our condition by whether we are still functioning. We are getting the work done, meeting our obligations and making it home at the end of the day. Because nothing has failed, we assume everything is ready.

But being functional today is not the same as being prepared for tomorrow.

We should not wait until parts of our lives are completely worn out before caring for them. Our strength, our health, our relationships and our spiritual lives all require attention before something breaks.

Not everything needs to be replaced, of course. Some things need rest. Some need adjustment. Some need repair. Others simply need us to notice that the demands ahead will be greater than those behind us.

Maintenance is the discipline of paying attention before something has to cry out.

It is also an act of stewardship.

Stewardship is not squeezing the final mile out of everything we have been given. It is caring for what has been entrusted to us so that it remains dependable when it matters most. The consequences of neglect, however, rarely belong to us alone.

The grapes these tires will help me retrieve belong to us, and our winery depends upon their safe arrival. We have too much invested in the harvest to be careless about how it gets home.

But the road home does not belong to me. I will share it with people who know nothing about my grapes, our winery or the twelve-week season ahead. They should not have to bear the consequences of maintenance I chose to postpone.

Preparing well is one way I can honor both—the harvest I am bringing home and the people traveling beside me.

Soon the work at the tire shop will be finished, and I will drive away on new tires. Nothing dramatic will happen. There will be no evidence that replacing them early prevented anything at all.

That is all right. The best results of proper maintenance are often the things that never happen.

Today I am preparing for miles I have not yet traveled and responsibilities that have not yet arrived. Some things deserve our attention not because they have failed, but because they matter too much to wait until they do.

Until next time,

George

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Sounds Of Woodbine

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The sun had not yet cleared the mountains when I sat outside our camper at Woodbine Campground and asked myself a simple question:

What do I hear?

First, water.

Not water I can see, but the distant roar of water bullied by gravity—cascading over boulders and ricocheting around bends laced with deadfall.

The sound never stops to catch its breath.

It is constant. Powerful. Soothing.

Then wind.

Driven by morning thermals, it moves through the trees, announcing the approach of the sun rising in the east. Leaves lift, brush against one another and settle before lifting again.

Above me, a little chipmunk clings to a branch no bigger around than one of his tiny fingers. He is eating the tender meat from the developing winged seeds of a Rocky Mountain maple.

What strikes me is that he chirps even while he eats.

I watch the effortless coordination of muscles and perfectly designed joints. They engage and release at precisely the right moments, balancing his body as he stretches for the next course while dropping what remains of the last.

The branch bends beneath him, but he never appears uncertain.

Several birds greet their neighbors. Each sings a gentle tune as if celebrating the gift of another day to live.

Psalm 104 could have been narrating the scene:

“The birds of the sky nest by the waters; they sing among the branches.”

For a few minutes, every sound seems to know its place.

Then comes the intrusion of a generator, brought to life by a nearby boondocker eager for the first ritual cup of coffee.

Its mechanical drone pushes its way into the water, wind and birdsong.

My camper contributes a few faint creaks and scratches of its own as it strains against the wind.

A dog barks in the distance.

Leaves rustle.

Then ten feet crunch across the gravel—two belonging to a woman and eight to the two light-colored Labrador retrievers sauntering beside her.

Sadie notices them, too. She announces the break in the calm with a break in the calm of her own.

Soon the Labradors pass, Sadie settles and the sounds of the morning find their places again.

I might have described this as a quiet morning.

But it wasn’t quiet.

It was crowded with sound.

What it lacked was demand.

The falls did not require a response. The wind did not ask to be understood. The chipmunk did not care whether I appreciated the extraordinary mechanics involved in his breakfast. The birds needed no applause.

Even the generator was simply the sound of someone else beginning another day.

Most of the sounds filling our lives arrive with an obligation attached. A telephone rings because someone wants an answer. A notification announces something that expects our attention. News arrives carrying another event we are supposed to understand, evaluate or worry about.

We are surrounded by sounds asking us to respond.

The sounds of Woodbine asked nothing of me.

They were already there before I began listening and would continue after I went inside. Woodbine Falls does not pause when no one is standing nearby to hear it. Birds do not wait for an audience before singing. The wind does not need our permission to move through the trees.

David wrote:

“The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands.”

The declaration I heard that morning came from water, leaves, wings, paws and song.

We sometimes call nature silent because it speaks without demanding an answer.

But it is not silent.

We simply have to become quiet enough to hear it.

Perhaps gratitude begins that way—not with something new arriving, but with finally noticing what has already arrived.

At 6:36 a.m. on August 1, 2026, I was surrounded by things I had not created, could not improve and did not need to explain.

For a few minutes, my only responsibility was to listen.

It was a great day to live.